ch ch ch ch ch chaaaanges!

Hurray! I am starting a new, really great job beginning of October. It is perfect, and just what I wanted!

Hurray! Ellinor has been offered a place at our favorite nursery, starting the schooling in next week!

Help!! I am absolutely petrified about leaving her... not because I fear she will not be well taken care of, I am 100% convinced she will be absolutely fine at nursery and have so much fun (was there today for an hour for a first orientation, and she went for all the toys straight away, and didn't want to leave...) but I have this silly fear that our relationship will change. We are so close now, and I love it... would hate to let that go. At the same time, can't wait to get back to work... am not fit to be at home all the time, was starting to go a bit stir crazy to be honest.

Help again! Also have this fear that I can't make it work with a high powered job requiring a lot of time and effort and a family... but I want to make it work, I kind of have to make it work otherwise there is something very very wrong in our world....

All advice from working mothers most welcomed!